“You know it’s funny what a young man recollects? ‘Cause I don’t remember bein’ born. I don’t recall what I got for my first Christmas and I don’t know when I went on my first outdoor picnic. But I do remember the first time I heard the sweetest voice in the wide world.”—Forrest Gump
That was pretty much an earful, haha. Bix told me about your car accident D: What happened to the other guy ? Was he convicted ? Sued ? Anything ? What happened to you ? I know you say you’re okay, but any broken bones, concussion ? I’m glad you’re okay. That’s a lot of money though, but if that’s…
the other guy’s car got fucked up too but he came out completely okay, hes the one who went through my phone and called my dad and stuff i guess they said, and naw i got charged with the ticket, its the most bullshit i’ve ever heard, because it wasn’t like i wasn’t at a complete stop, i was i sat there forever after i got off my exit and got to the stop sign, i looked left, right, left again, but theres a guard rail and the sun and this fucking bullshit hill its on, even my english teacher later found me and was like i almost got in an accident up there too, everyone KNOWS what i’m talking about when i say i had my accident there because its such a shitty turn, but so i guess the skid marks say he barely put on his breaks, the speed his way his 55, everyone goes 60 though so, but so i saw the car (s10 pickup) for about as fast as you blink, went unconscious, woke up with a blanket on my face and this guy asking me stuff and saying how they were gonna cut the roof of my car off and i went unconscious again, woke up in the helicopter, they cut my clothes and everything, was in the hospital, hyperventilated, threw up, whole bunch of super stuff haha but naw just can’t really run anymore, and yeah i got a concussion and a lot of bruises, thankfully i rolled down my window that day, i never roll down my window honestly, but idk i did that day and if i hadnt i would have been cut to shit by all the glass coming from my door, i’m so glad i rolled it down. but so my car is clearly undriveable beyond all means, lost a lot of my cds, but get this! my friend eleanor (she lives out in canada) she wrote to all these band’s managers and the academy is…, the rocket summer, and this providence sent me new cds, i can’t even explain how lucky i am in so many aspects. but its been more an emotional kinda thing than a physical kinda thing i guess. just reevaulated my life. things that matter i guess, still am but who isn’t.
aw sad you didn’t get into indesign, i’m pretty new to indesign and illustrator but i know my way around photoshop mostly, i use illustrator and indesign at work though so. aw sorry that didn’t work out :\ and haha aw no it wasn’t lame to me, thank you rina <3 you still sound like the total dweeb you are too from the two videos i watched you posted and just your posts so
aw well that really blows with your guy drama and normal drama and everything and well yeah it does show you whose really there for you i hope it all works out, and lame i’ll get you a job at arbys :P your bird represent anything deeper or naw? jw and course i will
And if you were just a paper boat, floating through the garden. Lost at sea, drift to me, and into someone’s nightmares. A home is a highway, your pillows a rock, I’m in a rusted car, bound to get lost
I was saying how I’m excited to meet Nina and it’ll be nice to go to school with a best friend and my mom said “She is your internet friend. Internet friends aren’t real friends.”
And I guess I don’t really expect her to get it, but just god if only she…
aw dezi well it was really hard for my parents to understand how i could love elsa when she lived out in washington, let alone let me go fly out to see her alone, theres a lot of trust that i must have really cared for her ya know to let your kid fly out to washington, especially at like 15? 16? eventually she’ll get it i promise, and if meeting nina is whan your mom needs to make her more real well then you’re meeting her like i met elsa and that will help justify whats already always been true. your friends are your friends.
“There is something demoralizing about watching two people get more and more crazy about each other, especially when you are the only extra person in the room. It’s like watching Paris from an express caboose heading in the opposite direction—every second the city gets smaller and smaller, only you feel it’s really you getting smaller and smaller and lonelier and lonelier, rushing away from all those lights and excitement at about a million miles an hour.”—The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath (via clavicola)
i love you so much, and there is at least one part of everyday where i am grateful you are in my life. maybe it doesn’t show when i’m talking to you or when you need it but know that i think about you and i miss you and sometimes its when i wake up or sometimes its when i lay in my bed with my eyes closed waiting for sleep. maybe its in my car when a song of ours comes on or the way this girl in class talks, or something completely irrelevant to you at all like when i go out in the hallway to the vending machine after scrounging ninety cents in dimes, somewhere in there, for some reason neither of us will ever know, that i think, yea, i’m really glad i met you because who the hell would i be without you.
me and caitlin went to the pet store and were looking at the salt water fish and there was a purple one stuck behind a rock it looked like. so i finally got to talk to the guy that was walking around because some lady was talking his ear off about fish and crap so I told him about it and hes like,…
piff - lmfao gtfo college is pretty carefree but i think if i came to class with like just a beard no clothes there would be a few issues
nina - i had considered a sailor but all i have is the hat i really dont have anything else to go with for an outfit? and lumberjack i considered but i did that already and idk if everyone would really get it since i wear plaid and that hat whenever
fayfieee - lmfao actually thats not a bad idea, reliving my spanish project XD